If i think again, way way back ago, my fave charas had always been the twisted-psychi type. Like Soujirou in Rurouni Kenshin, Fuji Syuusuke in TeniPuri, then now... it's Sylar and Elle from Heroes. I wonder what's wrong with me. I even felt sorry and pitied them, and I love them. Maybe because I think, even though they have had bad pasts, they still are human, have feelings and somehow searching for redemption. Maybe most people will not and don't want to accept them. But in a way, they're trying to find a way in this world to get accepted. They crave for acceptance, to feel that they belong there, even only to a person, that's enough for them.
Afraid of coming out and tell the other what they really are, what they've done. To be accepted without being judged. To accept forgiveness and to forgive themselves.
How similar is it to my life...

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i've just found out that livejournal is now available in mobile version, and since now i have samsung Star at hand, it'll give me more reason to check my long left out lj account

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It's,been along time that I posted in livejournal. Have been busy at facebook this few months. But then I find out that facebook can't have more than 320 / 420 characters in one status update, so here I am, coming back here to get the freedom to type as many as I like.

Since now, I'm using Samsung Star which can handle more than 5200+ characters in a go, I think, i can type and post more frequent to livejournal.

i'm sleepy right now, so maybe tomorrow i'll start to post something more worth reading...

even though my LJ audiences are different with my FB friends, i still love to post.....

so yeah. oyasuminasai minna sama. good night

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• 21:14 @eddymul ko, pls call #

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• 22:21 has just watched home alone 2 @ tv. WOW! CHRISTMAS IN JUNE! #

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bibit macetnya semarang d rush hour mulaì berasa...

• 18:57 I was thinking of re-watching Narnia 2 for the 4th times. But I almost memorize most of the scenes. XD thankfully not the dialouges, tha ... #

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I was thinking of re-watching Narnia 2 for the 4th times. But I almost memorize most of the scenes. XD thankfully not the dialouges, that means I'm rewatching too much already.
Then I was thinking of BBC'S Pride and Prejudice. But then I couldn't find the CDs. XD did I throw it away?? XD LOL.
maybe I shouldn't have use this spare time to do some re-run.
/Off to look for something else to do.

(Need to keep my mind busy)

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YAY! Posting from ping.fm

• 18:34 @eddymul ko, jangan lupa ya... we are waiting #

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